http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/ Rainbeau's Weblog Tue, 20 Jun 2006 04:35:00 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/82.html Tue, 20 Jun 2006 10:33:58 GMT PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BOOKMARKS! http://debzville.blogspot.com A stealth redirect will be installed here in 1 week. A week later, this blog will be closed down. PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BOOKMARKS! http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=82 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/81.html Sun, 18 Jun 2006 04:32:43 GMT I got Silly Putty for my birthday, and I have to say. Silly Putty rocks!! http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=81 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/80.html Fri, 16 Jun 2006 03:35:29 GMT Among several other thoughts than ran through my mind while I was under the influence of nitrous oxide, the one that stands out the most is my minds ramblings about the "degrees" of friendship. Somehow in our up bringing, we are taught that, no matter how many friends you may have, there is always "The BEST friend". Do you ever feel guilty because you don't know how to "categorize" your friendship with someone? It's ridiculous. I have so many friends. Are we expected to prioritize our affection? Are we really expected to love people based on some imaginary scale? The other afternoon my... (more) http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=80 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/79.html Thu, 15 Jun 2006 23:19:07 GMT I went to the oral surgeon today to have 2 more teeth extracted. I opted to be completely knocked out this time. I have had this procedure done too many times, but never more than one at a time. I really didn't want to be coherent for 2. Anyway, I picked up Steph at around 8:30 and headed to the dentists office. We got there just a few minutes early, and I got taken in fairly quickly. After getting settled in the chair, one of the nurses hooked me up with some oxygen. It smelled sweet and helped to clear the headache that I woke up with. After about 5 minutes she informed me that she was... (more) http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=79 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Tue, 13 Jun 2006 15:55:14 GMT Wow. Saturday night was a total blast! After a good old American feast of hot dogs and hamburgers, we all went out on the patio to indulge in our right to party. (Beastie Boys said so) Boy did we ever excersize our rights. We made up stupid shit, sang some songs and had a whole lot of laughs. I don't remember going to bed, but I do remember waking up at 11 a.m. and feeling like someone kicked me in the gut and smashed me in the head. Not to mention the dizziness and nausea. I went back to bed and crawled up around 3 p.m. feeling much better. Man, I haven't put a hurtin on myself like... (more) http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Thu, 08 Jun 2006 18:43:58 GMT Has this ever happened to you? http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html Tue, 30 May 2006 15:44:34 GMT Had a BBQ on Sunday. We had such a great time! At least I think we did. I know I did. I hope everyone did. We cued 3 big ol slabs of meat and had beans, bread, deviled eggs and the obligatory veggie trays. Surprisingly, most of the veggies got eaten which is kind of unusual. All the usual suspects attended, Steph and Lynette and their three teens. Lauren, Heather and Nathan. Megan came down from Kansas. Lashell made it just as we sat down to eat and it made the evening perfectly well rounded. After dinner we all sat out on the patio with our respective drinks and "did the weirds".... (more) http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=76 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/75.html Thu, 25 May 2006 16:07:23 GMT There is someone in my past that has sprung to thought quite a lot lately. He and I were so close once. There was a time when we did everything together. We loved one another passionately, yet for some reason felt the constant need to tear one another down. For the most part we were pretty good at building back up again. But after years of mutual abuse, it had become tiresome and (not without prompting) I finally walked away. Figuratively tearing my shirt and having done with him. That was 8 years ago. Though he and I have seen one another once since then, and even made an... (more) http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=75 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/74.html Wed, 24 May 2006 14:08:55 GMT Beau talked to his mom last night, and it turns out that she will be coming here with em. (Thats my step daughter) They will be coming on or around the 5th of July and leaving on the 10th. Only 5 days. *sigh* I'm so weird. As nervous and apprehensive as I had become about this, and I am so disappointed that the visit will be so short. Also, as much as I love Beau's mom, I was kinda hoping for a little exclusivity. But, Beau and I talked last night, and he made a good point. For all intents and purposes, Em really doesn't know either one of us. She is close to her... (more) http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=74 http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/archive/73.html Tue, 23 May 2006 15:38:19 GMT Beau got a message from his mother last night, that she has talked to Beaus ex and that arrangements have been made for his daughter to come stay with us. When and for how long we don't know yet. She turned 15 today and I don't know what to expect. I don't know her at all. Needless to say I am a bit apprehensive. Don't get me wrong, I am really looking forward to meeting her and getting to know her. I just don't have room in my life for teenage drama and conflict. With the diabetes, the ongoing toe healing and now I found out I have advanced periodontal disease and will need to have 2... (more) http://rainbeau.blogdrive.com/comments?id=73